Friday, August 29, 2008

Sources of Inspiration: Barack Obama, The Next President of the United States

Tonight's tremendous speech & moment in history is the perfect way for me to begin a new section within my blog entitled, Sources of Inspiration. The title is straight-forward, mainly because I couldn't think of a title that wasn't corny, but I think its better just to actually say what I mean. Recently, I've felt an urge to do more & be a better person. While I've always been inspired from a number of different sources, now I'm feeling inspired to be a better man instead of just wishing to become a great man.

So let's talk about my latest Source of Inspiration, Barack Obama's acceptance speech at the DNC. I probably can't say any more than what's being said by the hundreds of political commentators on TV & the millions of other internet commentators, but let's just say that this brotha's speech was INCREDIBLE! He had all the pressure in the world on him & he came through like Jordan in the clutch. The scene out there at Invesco Field was breathtaking. To see 75,000 people out there waiting to hang on Obama's every word, to renew their pride in America, to ride a new wave of positive energy into where we need it most, to captivate a new generation of voters...it was just a phenominal sight to see.

The reason for my belief in Barack is not soley based on political issues because, in this 2 party democratic system, it seems like you either choose the blue or red pill when it comes to the issues. My reason for believing in Barack is that he inspires his followers to return to their true values to find answers for today's problems. That's deeper than a speech to me. He's not just a politician like all the others, he is a man of character just as much as he is a politician.

There were two moments tonight that stood out to me. The first was when he said:

"What is that American promise? It's a promise that says each of us has the freedom to make of our own lives what we will, but that we also have the obligation to treat each other with dignity and respect...That's the promise of America -- the idea that we are responsible for ourselves, but that we also rise or fall as one nation; the fundamental belief that I am my brother's keeper; I am my sister's keeper."

The second was when he said:

"America, our work will not be easy. The challenges we face require tough choices, and Democrats as well as Republicans will need to cast off the worn-out ideas and politics of the past. For part of what has been lost these past eight years can't just be measured by lost wages or bigger trade deficits. What has also been lost is our sense of common purpose. That's what we have to restore."

These were the highlights of his speech for me because they spoke to me in a way I had never heard from a politician before in my life. Growing up as an African-American, I've always felt like an outsider within the country I belonged to. The image of an African-American man speaking to our whole country about the promise of America finally made me feel like I was 100% American, as if I was more than just technically American, and moreso, just Black. I mean, not to be funny but, the whole "my brother's keeper" joint to me was just part of that Nino Brown mythology to me for most of my life. Now its on a platform, by a brotha, for everyone to ascribe to & try to live up to. Thats deep to me. As for the 2nd quote, the loss of a common purpose is something that I definitely agree has hurt America a lot over the past 8 years. Shit, I see it in my beloved hip-hop & to a lesser extent in my beloved MLW, so to hear it commented on by Barack hit home. How can we unite if can't remember what we all really want? We can continue to pretend and fake the funk, which leads to deeper, more decisive divisions, or we can put our pride to the side & find out what we need to be about. Thank you, Barack for putting that out there. You've given me reason to still have faith in this country getting better.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Top 5 Reasons Why I'm Excited

Usually, I'm a pretty chill, laid-back person, so it may seem like I aint that excited about going abroad. Plus, I've been dealing with some tough emotions recently, so I just wanna put it out there that I am extremely excited to have this opportunity. You know that I don't get giddy or geeked up for nothing but movies & hip-hop, but I'm gonna break down my top 5 reasons for being giddy to go to Dublin:

1) Dublin is a young & vibrant city

From everything I've read, it seems like Dublin is an amazing city that not too many people know about here in the US. Other cities & countries in Europe have the big names & everyone and they mama have visited those countries but I'm excited to learn about a city that seems to have so much to offer. Its a fact that at least 50% of Dublin's population is under the age of 25, so that tells me that I aint about to be too bored come nighttime. Also, everyone that I know who has been there tells me that the Irish are extremely friendly & talkative people (just my type, right!). I just read that, in '07, Dublin was named the friendliest city in Europe. It also has been named as the 5th richest city in the world in '08. The city is very technologically advanced & still is in an economic boom, which means I'mma try to find a side hustle & stack some Euros.

2) Ireland has a rich history in the arts

Now, I'm gonna be honest & admit to the fact that I failed on my summer reading, which was supposed to center on Irish literature. But best believe that somebody will catch me up when I'm over there because its no secret that great writers of all forms have come from Ireland. Names such as James Joyce, W.B. Yeats, George Bernard Shaw, Oscar Wilde, Samuel Beckett, Johnathan Swift, & Bram Stoker carry weight, point blank. These people are Nobel laureates, best selling authors, people you prolly had read in English class at some point, its impressive, so I can respect that. Actors such as Colin Farrell, Gabriel Bryne, & Stephen Rea all came outta Ireland, so hopefully this conservatory I'm going to can give me some of the skills they have.

3) I'm studying at a conservatory

And not just any conservatory, but the premier conservatory for actors in Ireland (Which has added to my nervousness, but eh whatever). I've loved my experience so far in the AUC studying drama, but we don't have the funding for the more in-depth classes that are offered at a conservatory. I feel like this experience will help me refine my skills & help me develop technique, which is different than I've gotten in the AUC. My experiences at Spelman & Clark have given me the confidence to be an actor, along with inspiring me to have the heart needed to be an actor, so hopefully The Gaiety School of Acting can give me techniques to take me to another level. I'm just trying to build my resume & make some new connections, so let's hope & pray that I'm successful.

4) I got another chance to start over

I'm proud that I've found my place in the AUC over the past 3 years & also in that time I've solidified my core circle of friends. It took a long time & a lot of mistakes to get it right, but I love those around me & they've been great to me. But just like with anything, there are some things I wished I could change. This opportunity will allow me to have a fresh start to redefine myself & test my boundaries. There are certain things I have to be to certain people & certain things I can't do or may be uncomfortable doing with my folks at home or at school, so this'll hopefully allow me to try new things with a clean slate. Some things I'm sure I'll keep with me & some things I'm sure I'll look back on like, "Damn dude, you fucked up." But ain't this the time for me to do this?

5) A Global Perspective

Now, do I think that I'll actually have an global perspective after 15 weeks in Dublin? Hell naw! But this experience will definitely help me expand my understanding of how people live outside of America. I'm damn proud to be an American (yea, I said it!) and I'm sure I'll stick out like a sore thumb as being that American dude, but that don't mean I won't be over there trying to learn something. I've barely been off the East Coast, as I've said a bunch of times (sorry), so this is a blessing to me. I'm a sponge when in a new scenario & I'm always searching for sources of inspiration, so look for a brotha to have a lot to say when I return with my new, broader, more mature outlook on the world!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

I'm New To This

Hey y'all,

I'm starting this blog for my trip to Dublin, Ireland. Now, I'm gonna be honest, I read a lot of blogs, but I'm completely new to blogging myself. My writing skills have declined a little since I last had to take an English course, so bear with me as I find my stride with this joint. This is gonna be written as my personal journal, so bear with all my thoughts & experiences. This blog will have the dual purpose of me getting stuff off my chest & giving y'all an idea of what I'm up to, so we shall see what comes of this whole experience. I always said my life was an open book anyway, so now I'll just have it written for y'all instead waiting for y'all to ask me about it!

Peace & Blessings

Sacrifice

As I've stated before to many of y'all, this trip is a huge change of pace for me. I've barely been off the East Coast, so the thought of going so far away is both frightening & exciting. At this point though, I ain't even trippin off that anymore. What really has me buggin out though is the sacrifices that are necessary for me to have this brand new experience.

Sacrifice

Its a hard thing for me to accept sometimes, even though I know its necessary as I continue to grow, mature, & excel. I'm going on this trip by myself, without family or friends, without anybody from school, without any of my support system. It's all on me & I'm emotional about it, which is ironic to me cause I grew up reveling in my independence, but now its a huge challenge to rely on solely on myself after surrounding myself with great people over the last 4-5 years. I learned to trust people, love people, & now its time for me to learn about letting people go.

Doubt & insecurity have come back, but I ain't trying to act like they ever really left. Its just that now, I won't have my peoples to bring me back to reality & remind me to believe in myself. I've promised myself though that this will be a challenge for me, not a problem for me. I take pride in my resolve & being able to love myself, so I'm gonna use this experience to really strengthen my independence & trust myself. I'm coming back a better man at the end of this trip & that'll be evident to my peoples. I can't wait to make y'all proud.